I’m turning over a new leaf. I refuse to be sad anymore. I refuse to let this control me. I refuse to stop eating. I refuse to cut myself. I refuse to think about suicide. I refuse to hate myself. I refuse to worry about what other people think about me or my decisions. I refuse to relapse again. I refuse to let my parents shitty decisions effect me. I refuse to give my heart to someone who is going to break it. I refuse to trust anybody. It’s me against the world at this point. And I refuse to lose.
